Aggression and anger are natural feelings we all have.
They are loud and demanding feelings. In fact they are so loud and
demanding that we often do not hear the more vulnerable need that anger and
aggression are protecting us from feeling. There is no conversation which
aggression improves or need it actually satisfies unless we are sadists or
sociopathic. To get behind the aggression we must slow down and reflect
before choosing our words and actions. Slow down, slow down, sloooow
down. In slowing down we can ask ourselves questions like, "What do
I need?" "What is the quiet feeling behind the
aggression?" When we slow down we can learn to see and be honest
with ourselves and others about our feelings and needs in a way that actually
works. Sometimes when we ask these questions we may be surprised to find
simple physical needs like feeling hungry or tired and the clear ways of
meeting those needs of eating or resting. Other times the need will be of
an emotional nature, for example wanting to feel safe, connected, understood,
or accepted. When we are clear and honest with ourselves about the
need behind the aggression we can begin to seek constructive solutions to
address those needs. Questions like, "How can I speak to this person
in a way that I will allow them to understand me?" "What can I do to
feel connected at this time?" "What do I need to feel
emotionally safe?" help us take care of and be honest with ourselves
and allow us to be honest with others. Honesty demands courage, courage
that is rewarded by feelings of integrity and genuinely connecting with
others.
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Monday, October 19, 2015
Coming to Our Senses
The expression
“I came to my senses” is interesting and important for a number of
reasons. One dimension of the expression
is that there is a strong implication that reason and intellect are not enough to feel
or be sane in any given situation. That at
least part of what grounds us is being present with our sensory experience. The habits of the mind in modern (especially
urban) culture are to always be racing, planning, multitasking to end of being
more productive and efficient. We call
this ambition. The problem is when we
spend too much time in the realms of the future we become disconnected from
experiencing the world as it is right now
in the present. When we are disconnected
with our senses we are disconnected from an important part of ourselves that
keeps us grounded and centered. The more
grounded and centered we are the better we can connect with others. So how can we come to our senses? One way is to intentionally acknowledge the
sensory experiences we are constantly having (i.e. how my clothes feel on my body, how it feels to sit in this
chair, how the air smells, how my food tastes, what are the colors and shapes
in my field of vision?). Another way is
to intentionally seek specific sensory experiences (i.e. smelling the roses,
making mash potatoes with your hands, watching clouds, slowly eating and
tasting your food, listening to music with your eyes closed). If we are seeking to connect with others we
are in a better position to do so if we first connect with ourselves by coming
to our senses.
Wednesday, September 30, 2015
The Value of Confusion
When clients
tell me they feel confused, I generally tell them, “Confusion is
wonderful.” This comment is often met
with laughter or a quizzical look. I go
on to explain, “The feeling of confusion tells us we have left the known.” The known
that most of my clients are leaving is the familiar discomfort of unhealthy
habits of behavior (i.e. codependent/ enabling relationships, addiction,
dysfunctional work environments). The known often has to do with compulsively
acting in certain fear based ways to avoid difficult feelings. For the codependent this might mean saying, “Yes”
to things they may feel are not right for fear of disapproval or abandonment.
For the addict, it may mean choosing to numb difficult feelings through drugs
and alcohol. For those in dysfunctional work
environments it may mean continuing to “try to make it work” for fear of
change. Our worst decisions are fear based. Fear tells us if we experience
certain feelings we actually die. This is not the case. Nor is this variety of fear based in adult
experience. This variety of fear is
derived from childhood experience when we did not have the tools or perspective
to take care of ourselves. As adults we
can recognize how our fear based decisions hurt us and others. We can consciously and intentionally leave
this familiar known and bravely step into the realm of honesty and self care. I often find clients are not really confused
they are just experiencing the growing pains of letting go of fear based habits
and moving toward honesty and healing.
Monday, September 21, 2015
The Problem of Aggression
There is an expression
in the recovery communities, “There is no problem that having a drink won’t
make worse.” In regards to interpersonal
communication and relationships it can be stated with the same certainty, “There
is no problem that adding aggression to won’t make worse.” Aggression is a natural response to feeling
challenged or threatened. What does the
feeling of aggression really tell us? It
tells us that we do not feel safe and we perceive a need to protect ourselves. So what do we do when discussing finances, parenting,
politics, household chores, or what we should have for dinner and we start to
feel aggression? Nothing. Yes, do nothing.
The feeling of aggression tells us to act quickly and severely or we may
be killed. Unless you are in a physically
abusive relationship this is not the case.
By taking a moment to not act and ask one’s self, “What do I need?” we can actually take care of ourselves in ways
that at worst are neutral and at best are healing to both people involved. The question, “What do I need?” creates time
and space, most importantly it brings our thinking out of the primal fight or
flight zone (lower brain) to the prefrontal cortex (upper brain) where reason,
language and problem solving happen.
Aggression’s purpose is to keep us alive. This is the lowest base line. To be in healthy relationships with other
humans it is not an effective tool when acted on directly. On the other hand it can be transformative if
we stop the roaring diesel train of aggression and begin to look inside the
cars. Who’s in there? What’s in there? All feeling convey important
information. For the information to be
useful we must reflect before we act.
The question, “What do I need?” is one little tool to decode and transform
aggression into something constructive that we can act upon.
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Learning to Be Honest
The first
definition of honest in Webster’s
dictionary is “free from fraud and deception.”
What prevents us from being honest with ourselves and others? It is my personal and professional experience
that fear is the primary obstacle that separates us from honesty. We lie to others because we are afraid of their
reactions or we want to be seen a certain way.
We lie to ourselves generally to create alignment between our actions
and our sense of identity when these two are in fact not in alignment. One type of dishonesty is justifying acting
out of anger. With the exception of
genuine sociopaths people are decent and prefer to been seen that way. When we yell, curse, or act vindictively
towards another we are not being decent.
There are many ways to bring our actions into alignment with our
essential identity as a decent person. The
first is to acknowledge and take responsibility for our actions when they are
out of alignment. The second is to make
conscious and intentional efforts to take actions that are a reflection of our
essential identity. As humans we seem to
be primarily interested in making changes when we can no longer tolerate the
pain. When we shift the focus from justifying behaviors that are not coherent with how we want to see
ourselves and want to be seen to focusing on being coherent with our essential
identity we are making the shift toward internal alignment and honesty.
Thursday, February 12, 2015
Trust, Fear, and Being Scared
Fear
and being scared have different meaning within the work we do to heal. Fear is the feeling connected with our
emotional history. It tells us we cannot
or should not do certain things because there has been bad or unpleasant
results in the past. A commonly
experienced fear is that of trusting other people. If our parents were not emotionally
available, or we were in some way violated emotionally or physically as a child
or in earlier relationships our brain which is primarily interested in its own
survival can come to the conclusion that people are not to be trusted. While this type of emotional logic may have
kept us safe in our younger lives it does not serve us in our efforts to heal,
connect, and have relationships that are expansive. I am not suggesting that caution be thrown to
the wind and that everyone is to be trusted.
What I am suggesting is that we limit ourselves by relying too much on
old emotional logic. We can go
further. If we want to grow and heal we
must go further. This is where being
scared comes in. New experiences often
are scary for the simple reason that they are new. When we bravely try new behaviors to connect
and allow others to connect with us we are co-creating relationships with others. While we cannot control another person, we
can show up with the intention to be open and honest and invite another to
share that space. In so doing we allow
our brain to experience that do not need to avoid connection to be safe. As adults we can set boundaries with others
and take care of ourselves. New is not
bad, it just unknown and as such can be scary.
It is the path of growth and healing.
The safety of the restriction and limitation resulting from our fearfully
over cautious brains begs us to stay in the known with the absence of action. If we want change and connection we need to
be willing to take new actions and bravely step into the unknown.
Friday, January 30, 2015
Dealing with Our Feral Brain
Our brain for all of its complexity has one objective- survival. As such it often processes information (which is all emotions are) in theses terms. It tells us things like, “You must have you way now or you are going to die,” “This person must understand me now or I am going to die.” It’s very dramatic. The problem is when we attempt to create a sense of safety through force it consistently yields the opposite of what we want. Others feel threatened and respond defensively. Escalation ensues and nobody feels safe. What can be done? When we are emotionally triggered we need to take a deep breath and tell our brain something to the effect of, “I am an adult. I am safe and I can take care of myself.” We cannot extract safety from another person. When we are centered and grounded in ourselves, we are then in a position to invite others to understand us. It takes a lot of practice, but each time we push our brain out of its comfort zone and we do not die it learns to be more flexible and less fearful. The practice becomes easier. The positive feedback loop encourages us to continue. If you have begun on this path I encourage you to continue. If you have not yet I encourage you to start and assure you it gets better.
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